i totally terlupe about this tshirt..haha..cuz she gave this to me noon while the rest malam..ok i just received a call from hot.fm saying that diorg dpt email from someone nk buatkn wake up call kt aku either esok or thursday..haha..sape la anta that email..saje nk kaco pagiku yg indah!hahaha
c) Yield rates to maturity for zero coupon bonds are currently quoted at 8.5% for one-year maturity, 9.5% for two-year maturity, and 10.5% for three year maturity. Let i be the one year forward rate for year two implied by current yields of these bonds. Calculate i.
my sister just got back from bahrain..she brought along the flute that my brother bought me for my 20th birthday..she bought me 8 tshirts..and these four are my favs..huhu..thanx sis..and thanx bro..luv u both!=)
its 4:44am. i cant sleep after i woke up at 2:34am just now. i have a question bothering me. how do u define urself? i question myself. its been 2 hours and i still cant figure out the answer.kalah soklan actuarial maths. its good when people say 'ive changed' cuz they know themselves very well. this ayat has never kuar from my mouth as i dont really know the real me. i did a few thingsthat i thought i would never do. does that mean i have changed? we say things like 'i wont do this' and ' i wont do that'. tp ending2 buat jugak. a simple example ' aku xnk maen2 da sem ni' but then u end up with bad result which means u maen2 la kn? its basically the same concept. whos to be blamed?
my dad is expecting me to perform better next semester. he sms-ed me last nyt ;'i keep on reading ur result again and again'. i replied him; 'from now on, studies is my 1st priority'. then he replied me back with 'thats my daughter'. im not an all time excellent student but neither am i a dumb one. yes, i did finish my matriculation with rainbow colours but the subjects were pretty much easier compared to actuarial science subjects. what shall i do to get sgt-nerd-punya result for next semester?
i smile when i feel like screaming, i sing when i feel like crying. i cry when im happy and laugh when im afraid. things are going the other way round these days. expect the unexpected things in life.i have so many regrets in my life. once u make a mistake, the pain, it will never go away. it stays forever.
listening to ost bicara cinta
Ku lari ke pantai, kemudian menyanyiku,
Sepi....sepi, dan sendiri aku benci,
Aku ingin bingar, aku mau di pasar.
Bosan aku dengan penat, dan enyah saja kau, pekat!
Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh!
Ahh....ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau....aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?
im a bit down today.i feel like crying but my tears wont come out.whats happening?i was strong and doing very fine until today.dont ask why.just leave me alone.thats the least you can do.believe me.i dont need any help.go away! *sigh*
listening to all sad songs
we ate like we hadnt eat for years.haha.ikan bakar.ikan sambal.siput buluh.sotong goreng tepung.otak-otak.thanx wan and subang for bringing me around.had a great tym.i went back to kl the next day.my bus was at 430pm.i slept all the way back.i took the lrt to get to kelana jaya.seri was stil working.so she coudnt pick me up.therefore i decided to take a bus to OU.ni yg nk bebel ni.i waited for one long boring hour for the bus!it made me think twice about taking public transport to go around!we have been complaining about the increase in fuel price.and the government has suggested that we should take rapid kl to lessen the burden of mengeluarkn duit nk mengisi petrol.the problem is, our bus system is sooo not efficient.hello!i can do lots of other things within one hour tau.pls do something.i dont mind actually if i have to take the bus to go around but with this problem, how can it help us to make malaysia a better place to live?so as a young malaysian who has the rigth to speak out,i think we should upgrade our bus system in order to encourage malaysians to take the bus.
the very next morning, i woke up at 245am.awal kn?i had to pick up the girls,ejand and buddy, at the airport.thanx for the wake up call huh [to whom this may concern] ;p dahla tunggu bas sejam, i had to wake up early plak tu. i bought a can of nescafe at the petrol station and went straight to the airport.oh yeah thanx to caki too for accompanying me while i was driving.and sorry if i did bother u tp cm pdn muke!haha.the plane has just landed the moment i arrived.the girls were so excited to see me,as if! haha luckily, my class was cancelled.so i could continue my beauty sleep at ejand's.huu.that evening, the three of us went to OU. the original plan was to watch movie, tukar punye tukar, we ended up pg arcade to play house of the dead and daytona.after that,my fav activity of all, karaoke-ing!huhu.i put a few pictures on facebook.feel free to browse =) what did i do that nite? owh, i didnt do anything.duk umah diam2.hehe
so today i had lunch with two wise men. and i guess there is no need for me to state the name of those guys.why i do i say they are wise? because ive learnt one powerful phrase today.POSSESSIVE IS OBSESSION.one of them mentioned this phrase when he was relating love to jealousy.then came trust.how to build trust?only u can decide how.im not talking through experience.i just want us to think about all these.you may say 'leceh aa bende2 ni'.but do you realize that even small things can affect u?and they affect u badly?problem happens if you create one.you create a problem when you make a choice.every choice you make will affect others.i know my words doesnt seem to connect to one another but i dont care haha.we are learning through time.we are learning through others mistakes.however people tend to make the same mistake again and again.why? one thing for sure, if u spend ur time imagining what would have been if you could have changed some little thing, some little decision in ur life, leaves u unhappy.u should think about how u can improve ur future and do not waste ur present thinking about how u could have changed the past. so maybe from that moment u will learn kn?
i went lepak-ing kt mph the other day.my fav department for now is the self-help.saiko seyh.haha.tp tu la.knowledge is confidence.i read a book on secrets of happy people.oh yeah,im not very much happy with my life and i do not know why =( there was this one phrase that i would like to share with you guys ; your future, how you feel about it, yourself and everything else follows from the decisions you make, the priorities you develop and the perspective you see things through. hurm. just remember, uve been given life, and with it uve been given the opportunity to define it.ur life's path and purpose will be drawn on a map by u.so draw it carefully.
thats all for now.ive said enough.and again,i just want to be happy and hoping for a colourful future ;p
listening to click five - empty
as u have said, i just want u to be happy.well, i appreciate that so much.ive had so many things to tell u from the moment we got closer but i was afraid u might think that im such a bad person. am i? or was i? *sigh* but it was a relief to tell u some of my stories.huhu.at times, i can be very very sensitive.it sounded stupid kn when i said i cried watching king kong? haha
i have one thing to say, if someone lies to u mebbe it's because that person doesnt want to hurt u.kn? so does that person deserve a second chance? huhu it all depends on u what to decide. and u take responsibility for it if that person lies again haha pepatah melayu 'berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah' hee.but then why do people have to lie? if u have done something wrong, and when people ask u for the truth, just admit it la, cuz people talk about people. adoi aii ape aku merapu ni.haha but sometimes honesty is not the best policy cuz truth can be very painful. however, pain lessens from time to time. now im confused. im not on any sides ok? haha. take some time to think about it. how bad is bad? how good is good? which bad thing deserves a second chance?
listening to celine dion - it's all coming back to me now
b) A pension plan provides an annual life annuity retirement benefit equal to 45% of five year final average salary. Given that the starting annual salary is $28,000 and the scale is Sx = (1.08) to the power of x, find R (30,20,10) assuming hiring and retirement occur midyear.
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliance, It’s so beautiful, It’s so beautiful
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
and yeah,we'll be having a gathering on july 12.anny has asked me to be the director.gkos kn aku?haha.so,how does going for a picnic kt sg congkak sound?i've discussed with a few girls,we think that it will be great if we can spend one night kt sane.bbq is a must=) and maybe a night walk.no guys are allowed (like always).i will ask anny to post an annoucement kt titans0004 soon.ill update with you guys later ok?
'Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.' ~ i love this quote so much.deep.it took me a few minutes to understand the message behind this qoute.yes lampi i am=)do you get the message?lets make it simple.an example-u hope for a new handphone.so you buy one.no big deal right?but do you realize that your previous handphone was once a handphone that you had hoped for?people tend to forget that.including me.so from now on,ill cherish and appreciate all the things that i have cause i wished for them once.
my result was out yesterday.the moment acap told me he had checked my result i almost fainted not because i was mad at him for checking out my result without my permission but because i was nervous nk tau whether i did well or not.i trembled.well, when one door closes, another opens.it wasnt what i was expecting.alhamdulillah i did ok.well quite good.thank you mom dad sis bro for the support.and to elly and wan for always being there when i have no one else when i was down.love you both so much!and you,if you read this i wud like to say thank you.if it wasnt you,i dont think i wud score.you get wat i mean.
to live is to be able to make choices.i will continue living.and enjoying the excitement of life cause i know i still have the strength to stand straight and tall ;p
im doing ok lately emotionally stable haha bak kate chucky, 'pke nk g germany' huhu so now im concentrating on my trip to germany france and italy (maybe) end of this year =) anyone nk join? come its a pleasure my sis may be joining, the more the merrier! huhu hoping to go to rome sgt! after reading angels & demons twice, i set my dream to go there but if i don't get the chance to visit rome end of this year, perhaps next time right? ble da keje ke huhu im browsing through the internet almost everynite to look for places of interest kt frankfurt paris n rome which actually sgt la byk if i want to list down huhu full of excitement!
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