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Monday, September 29, 2008

you're a slave to yourself, and you don't even know

you want to live a fast life, but your brain moves slow

if you're trying to stay high, bound to stay low

you want God, but you can't deflate your ego

- i copied this from someone's blog -

I scribbled at ;; 8:08 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008

im going back tonight..ade sedikit sedih ade byk sikit happy..haha!cant wait for raye..cant wait for duit raye especially..huhu..i only have one pair of baju raye..it sounds exciting!haha..and i still dont know how does it look like cuz even the colour of that kain mase my mom beli pn x ingat..haha..well, raye is not about baju raye after all..it means to enjoy makan after sebulan berpuase..hehe..im looking forward to berjalan2 makan2 ngn tgkp gmbr..hehe..biar muntah sume org tgk gmbr..huhu..

anp and his frens will be sending me and my sis kt airport tonight..waa..bestnye!xpnah org anta ramai2..the last time was mase hana and meng anta..tu pn dropped me off je..haha..diorg anta pn sbb i woke up late so x sempat naek bus..huhu..means they had no intention actually nk anta aku..tp xpela..korg stil sweet..asal korg xpnah anta aku aa?aku pn duk over the sea ape!*baran* hahaha..owh btw!hana, i caught u red handed..chewah!haha..ko balik ek mangkuk!last 2 weeks org tu ckp

ladycapulet (9/16/2008 9:53:36 PM): raye ko blk x ?
hana john (9/16/2008 9:53:55 PM): x <-- suda la ko!
hana john (9/16/2008 9:54:24 PM): confident kan?
hana john (9/16/2008 9:54:40 PM): aku ngan cherish time kat sini

u just cant stand kn x balik?haha..x tough tul..lembik cm juniors..hahahaha..suke aku kutuk ko kt sini..hahaha..mangkuk binti tandas sungguh..xpe..luv u tho..haha..

owh btw..wan, put, thila , shaz, thanx for the card raye!nnt aku upload gmbr depan card raye korg..haha..lagi2 card raye u wan..haha..xde2..main je;p

da2..mls nk ckp byk..so long people!

I scribbled at ;; 8:08 AM

Friday, September 26, 2008

and,

to miss nur iswanah ismail and nur aqilah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may all your wishes come true=)

I scribbled at ;; 10:23 AM






last night, ejand, buddy, illi, piko, hans and i watched mamma mia..ya im still sick and yeah today i cant even talk due to bad sore throat..aaaahhhh!coughing like crazy las nite..even hans tego 'ko ptt gtau awl2 teruk cmni if x aku bwk ubat'..how sweet of u dear..well, me and hans, we arrived late to sunway pyramid..as aku menyinggah to ou first to meet elly..she was with her friend there for shopping..its been two weeks since i last met her..i had to see her cuz da nk raye kot..huhu..then i picked hannan up kt her hse and went straight to pyramid..we were half an hour late..on our arrival, we could hear the song mamma mia! which i love so much cuz kt colleger dlu main kot lagu tu!haha..mamma mia is a nice func cute movie i must say..i know a few songs la jugak like mamma mia, the winner takes it all and DANCING QUEEN!who doesnt kn? haha..tu sume medley lagu band dlu..haha..the movie took place kt greece (as these girls told me la kn hehe) and sumpah cantik nk mati ok?huhu..for me the best part dlm movie to mase they were singing dancing queen kt jetty..then sume lompat kt laut..cantik!the colour..the wedding..the dress..the singing..everything..it was a worth watching movie..fot those who loves musical la..i must warn u..after 2 lines of acting trus nyanyi..then next 2 lines, nyanyi..haha..after the movie, like usual, like a tradition da, melepak kt maple and updating stories..huhu..pastu balik!huhuhu...

I scribbled at ;; 10:20 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008


dear nur jamalina jamaluddin,

wishing you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i love you always=)

halimatun taha


I scribbled at ;; 7:48 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i really really feel like blogging..tp cm xde bende nk cite pun..i should be ready by now nk g class..not class..discussion on risk theory chapter 13 which i dont understand at all..haih..this sem, cm bangang2 sket..haih..i only have one month left nk cover everything..shit..im a bit worry..especially risk theory..satu ape pn x phm..haih haih haih..

im not feeling well today..sore throat and flu..nk raye ni la sakit..nk kate excited sgt nk raye,xde la plak..and and and, i dont think ill be in a good mood today..am i that pelik? like i can be very2 unpredictable kot..and those who dont know me that long, will have problems on handling me..and today, i totally am heartless..i dont feel like seeing anyone..not even one..except my sis cuz she looks happy today..like she went to my room to ask an opinion on something..

how i utter my feelings in here is not for you to judge..so please seal your lips!thank you

listening to the click five - empty

I scribbled at ;; 8:23 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Q&A RANDOM

Name: Halimatun Taha
Birthday: November 20th 1987
Eye Colour: very dark brown
Hair Colour: black + light burgundy
Height: 153 (pendek hell! haha)
Right Handed or Left Handed?: Right
Your Heritage: Banjar
My Worst Habit: tdo dlm class ent haha
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
Your Weakness: terlalu baik kot haha
Your Fears: poverty, war, unhappy
Your Perfect Pizza: yg tuna ape bende tah huhu
Your Most Overused Phrase In Instant Messenger: oo ok2
Your Best Physical Feature: kening haha
Your Bedtime: 12am til 630 am
Your Most Missed Memory: my college life!

FAVOURITES:

Colours?: green and red
Food? : nasi lemak! sedap hell!
Animal? : nk sugar glider=(
Ice Cream : choc chip
Candy? : fruit tips
Actor? : tom cruise
Letter? : a, m, t
Number? : 10
Gum? : bubble gums kaler purple
Holiday? : definitely rome!
Season? : nk autumn!
ToothPaste Flavour?: none haha
Perfume? : sume pn best!
Scent Besides Perfume?: bau makanan ley? haha
Body Part On The Opposite Sex? : mate seyh! haha


FRIENDS AND LIFE:

How Do You Want To Die? : peacefully!
Turn ons: foodddd!!!
Turn offs: kegemukan haha
Which Of Your Friend Acts Most Like You? : mcm xde je pelik cm aku haha
Who's The Loudest?: winny and feena haha!
Who Makes You Laugh The Most? : my titans
Who Have You Known The Longest? : my family?
When Have You Cried The Most? : past few months haha
What is The Best Feeling In The World? : rase best haha
Worst Feeling? : lonely
Where do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? : sumwhere in rome wah! haha
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Will It Be? : kepelikan diri sendiri haha
How Long Do You Think You'll live? : tahlaa

FINISH EACH SENTENCE:

Let's walk on the: aisle wahh! haha (literally)
Let's look at the: kitchen ade food x haha
What a nice: name haha
Where did all the: food had gone?
Why can't we: eat that?
Silly, little: cat!
Isn't it weird that: sume org tgh study? haha
Never Under Any Circumstances: u will get punished (pehal ni?)
I wish: to be rich!
Everyone has a : handphone? huhu
I am: what i want to be=)


HAVE YOU EVER:

Been In love? : yup
Been to Juvie? : gle ape?
Mooned Someone? : err pnah kot haha sewel
Been Rejected? : hahahahahaha xpnah apprpoach org kot
Ran Away from home? : belakon pnah aa haha
Picture your crush naked? : x hengen!
Skipped School? : ni xyah ckp la kn huhu
Thought about Suicide?: xpnah kot
Slept Outside? : slalu best oo sofa kt luar huhu
Laughed so hard you cried: smpi sakit jantung pnah je haha
Cried in school? : all my frens had
Thrown up in school? : xsure aa pitam ade la huhu
Wanted to be a model? : i wish! haha
Cheated on someone? : err xsure saye cm baek je haha
Done Something Really stupid that you still laugh at it today: x
Seen a dead body?: pnah!
Been Bitched Out? : ish2 xpnah huhuh
Drank Alcohol? : no thank u
Smoked: xpnah
Been on drugs?: lagi la x
Eaten Sushi?: mkn pastu muntah balik haha
Been on Stage? : a few times haha kt blkg props haha
Gone Skinny Dipping?: nope
Shoplifted? : i need some skills laa! haha
Been Drunk? : xpnah la gle
Been called a Tease? : haha ade kot
Been beaten up? : gado ngn my bro kire x?

DO YOU:

Swear? : ble baran haha
Sing Well? : urm tahla haha
Shower Daily? : yup!
Want to go to College? : i went to college dlu2 huhu
Want to get married? : insyallah
Believe in yourself? : ni payah ni 51%
Get motion sickness? : x kot
Think You're Attractive? : its not me to judge kot tp org kate x haha
Get along with your parents? : yup!
Like thunderstorms? : takut=(
Play an instrument? : flute piccolo sipi2 guitar piano saxophone snare drum clarinet
Own an iPod? : i dont
Pray: yup
Sleep with a Stuffed Animal? : singa!
Keep a Diary/ Journal? : haha ade2 ble baran tulis kt ctu
Dance in the Rain? : kene petir kang huhu
Sing in the shower? : once a week haha

THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke? : neither
Do the splits: mau patah kaki haha
Write with both hands: type msg bley la haha
Whistle: bley2 huhu
Blow a bubble: lame x buat!
Roll your tounge in a circle : bley2! haha
Cross your eyes : cane ek??
Walk with your toes curled : x la
Touch your tongue to touch your nose : x smpi laa!
Dance: tarian sumazau bley la haha
Eat whatever you want and not worry: ye2!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:

You touched: k dha kot huhu
You Talked to on the phone: anp
You Instant Messaged: seri
You Hugged: x ingat aa
You yelled at: anp haha
You played a sport with: my titans huhu

WHEN WAS THE LAST:

Time you laughed: last night
Time you cried: yesterday morning
Movie you watched: sumpah x ingat
Flavour of Gum you chewed: orange kot
Joke you told: tah la huhu
Song you sung: cry rihanna

BELIEFS

Life on other planets: nope
Miracles: ya!
Magic: mcm ye haha kanak2 sungguh
Love at first sight: tahlaa
God: yes
Satan: yup
Ghosts: uuh
Santa: x!
Evolution: yupsie!

IN A GUY:

Fav eye colour: very dark brown
Fav hair colour: itam
Short or long hair: short
Height: 172 at least!
Weight: xnk less than 65 cm skinny je huhu
Best clothing style: tshirt n short haha

I'M TAGGING :

1) anny
2) hana
3) buddy
4) ejanne
5) elly
6) seri
7) huda
8) ezaan
9) and those yg busan=)

I scribbled at ;; 10:41 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

dear shuz and adaw,

happy 21st birthday!
may GOD grant all ur wishes and have a blast day today!
do take good care of yourself kt sane ok?
muah!


dear rezash!

happy 23rd birthday!
may GOD give u the patience to handle erm my sis everyday! haha


with love,
ladycapulet

I scribbled at ;; 9:40 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008





i had a very nice buka puasa this evening.it was at san fransisco steakhouse, klcc.org blanje ye.huhu.i definitely cant afford to have buffet ramadhan there, ceh cm tau je harge bape.hehe.pedulik la aku nk ckp ape.hehe.oh, i wore white cardigan together with white skirt and heels.lame seyh xkai heels.it hurt so bad kot!i felt like taking off the heels da kot mase wandering around mengikut si sewel mencarik ape tah right after the majlis berbuka posa.huhu.

after sending off si gile kt umah die, i went home straight.but while i driving, i suddenly thought of something which i have almost forgotten.it created anger.vengeance running through my vein and i felt like bursting it out from my body by yelling.sewel!haha.tah ape aku merapu tah ni.

i have class at 1030am tomorrow.well then, sleep tight dear capulet


I scribbled at ;; 12:06 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

wan and azri has just left the house.they came over for hurm ade la.haha.xnk ckp.senang cte,to give me a visit.perasan seyh!haha.tetbe sedih.azri will be going tomorrow.for six months.lamenye.his route will be bintulu-japan-bintulu.im sure gonna miss you.haha.the moment they left, cm sedih plak.rindu la kt u wan=( ok2 after raye i dtg melaka k?berkira tul.haha.tau la u da dtg cni 3 kali i br dtg melaka twice.haish!waa.asal sedih azri nk blah ni.not saying that he's my very close fren maybe its because he's wan's bf and im quite close ngn wan, so thats why im a bit sedih.wan jgn nngs tau;p you both have been very nice to me.sleepover.mkn2.day out.sume la.i had fun=) k la.take gud care of urself k azri?dont forget to buy me keychainsssss=) tata

I scribbled at ;; 2:42 PM

beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.i dont find u beautiful.correct me if im wrong.fake you are,hypocrite you are.you dont act like you should.you live in your own game.so obviously, you are the winner.well done!proud of yourself?you should.because of you, everything just went wrong.because of you, others are hurting.so now you see?and congrats at winning the most selfish person!youve earned it!why dont you put your trophy at the top of your head so that people can see it?it should be a good idea, shouldnt it?ok.im done here.

I scribbled at ;; 12:22 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008






tgn sedikit parkinson!haha

owh yeah! yesterday, i was so damn bored..then i decided to have a mixed gender day out..haha..i called up anp, juan and aman for a get together buka posa..huhu..aman could make it as he mentioned that he had something else to do..but then, juan said that he would only be free around 630 as he had to help his mother's fren at pwtc..so me and seri rushed to siap2 la kn..and went straight to anp's..we pusing2 kl to find for a place to buka pose yet, sume tmpt pn buffet and i didnt want to mkn buffet..nk mkn order lauk2 tu..haha..and definitely, anp mmg xreti decide la kn..we ended up ikut juan's idea of bukak pose kt arab mane tah..and well, it was almost time kot!as we reached there, manusia amatla ramai..and da buka pose da!seb la we bought kuih muih earlier before..so we cont g next spot, and again ramai nk mati and even the owner told us mmg lmbt..ending2 die ktorg buka kt ampang..there was this place yg cm byk gerai2 across flamingo near to petronas..wohh ramai da blk!sgt lapar ni!we ordered tomyam campur, telur dadar, daging masak merah, ayam siakap 3 rasa, kangkung belacan, sotong goreng tepung! mmg sgt yummy kot!hahaha..and each and everyone of us managed to habiskn our nasi and also all the dishes!haha..owh, there were 5 of us ok cuz juan brought along wawan with him..so jgn nk pke 4 org yg abiskn everything..mmg perut gajah la kot..haha..so as we were sgt la full, we decided to melepak at juan's to watch dvds first then br g melepak again..haha..

at juan's, we watched the street kings, i guess thats the title of that movie..x abes pn cuz we were so excited nk g bukit belachan(hopefully this is the correct spelling la haha) to see the view of kl late at night..and yeah, its beautiful..the lights the buildings, mmg sgt cantek!i took a deep breath and enjoyed the view as much as i can..we tried to locate kl sentral..haha..we got issue ngn kl sentral actually smlm..haha..sorry seri!so drama queen ok?haha after taking a few snaps, we went to kl to lepak kt old town, seri insisted on going to old town white coffe yg ade hot guys! (gle tpu padahal sendiri nk haha) ade old town dkt2 ngn klcc tp penuh gler..ktorg headed to cheras to find one..cm x pepasal kn?padahal ade je kt melawati and melati..those guys la nk jejauh..x phm tul..huhu..everyone ordered roti bakar except for juan..french toast..x sempat nk rase!anp ordered 2 plates of double roti bakar..gle aa..seb la habes..dasar buaya seyh..huhu.it was almost 1, sume cm x sedar diri esok class and keje..so da insaf, balikla..anta juan n wawan kt kemensah dlu, then anp kt melati and finally umah seri..tdo sane cuz it was almost 230 da..cm bahaye lak blk sorg..huhu..dpt bantal trus tdo..

it was a hell of a nite..i had fun! hope for many more to come=)

I scribbled at ;; 11:38 AM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

as of now, im very much happy with my life=) finally kn? i have nothing to worry about..not in despair anymore..and im in my comfort zone..well, not saying that my study tgh ok..biase2 je except for risk theory..i dun understand a thing..its tough..yup, when people say 'bukan actuary susah ke?'..the calculation part, i must say, xde la susah yg mcm nk mati..but the theory part b4 nk masuk calculation yg ssh..sgt susah nk phm..sir da ckp melayu pn x phm gk..tah ape bahase lg tah that he should use to make us yg bengap ni phm..eh, silap..im the only org yg bengap kot..haha..my love life? tu no comment kot..i have no one special..but yeah, im lending my eyes to sum1..wah gitu..haha..and one thing about me, ble once i pay more attention to sum1 ni, i would definitely akn ignore my guy frens..thats the main reason i dont have ramai kwn laki..selfish am i? tahla..maybe its bcuz i have this hati yg lalang alike where nnt kejap suke cni kejap suke sane..bapak aaa...huhu..what crap am i talking about ni?huhu

so shidah flew to london last night..i didnt get the chance to send her off..very sorry dear..sedikit sengkek..and i dun know plak my scholar da masuk actually..sorry tau..im wishing u all the best good luck and enjoy duk manchester..well, im very sure ko g sume match MU kt sane..haha..whatever it is..enjoy huh!

so long people, nk g buang mase tah kt mane..and nice knowing u juan, wawan, hakim and aman=)

I scribbled at ;; 3:25 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

im not writing here to seek for forgiveness, to say my regrets nor to ask for ur sympathy..all i want to do is to express my thoughts and how i feel..as a person who has feelings, i know ive made a mistake..im not trying to make things back the way it were..yeah, cruel i am..but it's hard for me to change myself the way i am..this is me..i wasnt faking..yup..i wasnt..its just that at times, at my peak, i tend to ignore everything like all those things mean nothing at all..its not that im not appreciating u..say whatever u want to say with what ive written in here..its your choice..good days ahead

I scribbled at ;; 7:04 PM

some secrets are meant to be kept forever

I scribbled at ;; 6:22 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

haloha!this is a very short entry as i just wanna wish these two frens of mine

EN KITAT AMIN
CIK FIFI MOHAMAD
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI ULANG TAHUN KELAHIRAN ANDA!
SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR DAN DIMURAHKAN REZEKI!=)
with love,
halimatun taha

I scribbled at ;; 5:26 AM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

ive been listening to crush by david archuleta over and over again..i like the lyrics so much..i wonder why..huhu..how do u differentiate between crush and love ek?crush fades yet love is for eternity..but then, nape org ley cerai berai? sgt serious ek topic..haha..xdela..i keep wondering what is the meaning of love actually..i have to admit i cant define what love is..tah..how can u know ure really in love? then after a few years, the love is not in the air anymore..da xde spark..then ape nk wt nk bg spark to maintain and will never go away? confusing sgt.. can anyone explain to me? sesape la yg die rase die ngah in love tu..ape yg korg rase ek??

crush crush crush

I scribbled at ;; 8:45 PM

dear chucky arshad,
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
di bulan yg mulia ini, i hope kesetanan in u tu berjaye dihapuskn.for a month pn jadik la=) janji this world could be a better place for a while..amin~

I scribbled at ;; 12:27 AM

Monday, September 8, 2008


tagged by seri
10 best pictures

day out at OU with these two girls

me and abang camwhoring during k.baby' s convo day

emoticons of ayue and I

mas and I playing with that cute kitten!

arent she cute?haha

we love taking pics!

the sweetness of sisters!

mcm poskad seyh!

undeniable beauty of lake toba

daddy's girl!=)

im tagging nobody!

I scribbled at ;; 8:10 PM

Friday, September 5, 2008

Ts

guys, uve been there always and thats what i love about u guys so much..distance is definitely not an excuse for us not to contact and update each other..during the holiday, we would always try to find a slot for us to spend time together..movies, road trips, sleepovers, gatherings, the list goes on..thru thick and thin, there u guys are to help me get thru every single obstacles and sadness in life..i would never replace u guys ngn anything in this world..true frens are hard to find..but it is obvious that ive found my true frens..huhu..i know im the celupest girl ever and it really annoys some people who doesnt know me that well..but u guys accept me for who i am..and my celupness has become an entertainment to u guys..and these very few days, ive been busy ngn tests, assignments, and presentations..so i rarely get the chance to spend even a few hours with u guys..sorry gell=(..to shaz, im sorry that i was unable to come over to ur hse to say my farewell wish..haih..nk reminisce zmn coll!hana, igt x mase aku gunting rmbut exact?haha..igt2 balik..gle jahat seyh aku!and shaz plak, dpt babi depan2 ko mase kt london..haha..then kte mmg x baek kejap la until u sent me a note ms frenship day..haha..winny!damn winny lempang aku mase f2..1st person yg penah wt kot..then xnk serabut2,aku anta note say sorry..haha..buddy, ms f3 ingat kte pra ra 4 maths?haha..hancur seyh..mmg gado manjang!ejand!ko slalu teman aku kt dorm ble wnny, anny, feena and pheps fly..huhu..thanx!and kekonon kte cover la kt nuhe bebudak tu on the way..manjang on the way!hhaha..anny!igt x ko gado ngn ehem2 pasal sim?haha..xley lupa..n phone kte kene curik!pastu ko ngamuk sepak cupboard one morning and noon dpt phone blk!haha..whut else?owh xley nk tulis everything in this..it will take months to finish this entry kot!haha


Mr H

u..one of my favs..i thank u for everything..i can see that uve changed a lot compared to dlu2 mase when i was with u..and im happy for that..im happy now u can see that life is hard..like what my father has said," u have to earn it to get what u want" (in a malay version patutnye haha) ..i left u once..but i didnt regret..its a good sign tho cuz now, ure a better person..whom i can rely on..whom i can depend on..and im really happy that ur mom ckp cm td..at least i know ur family bolela nk accept me kn? haha..prasan gle! uve proved me that not all guys are the same..i can see ur honesty and sincerity..u know me best..and one more thing, i will never break my promise ive made to u..so, pke la ape yg ptt as im always there to support u..15months more to go..catch me if u can..haha..xley blah ayat..


Miss E

babe, uve been the most wonderful fren to me ever..we've been bestfrens for like 8 years right? and i have sgt byk memories with u..even the fights pon jd sweet memory..ure one of the persons i treasure the most..i love every inch of u..geli2..haha..eventho u can be very irritating sometimes..but yeah, i still love u..haha..bley tahan cm gay partner la gk kn..haha..when ure mad at me, ill be like a cacing kepanasan yg risau ko xnk maafkn aku..huhu..i really2 care about how u think of me..i cant afford to lose u..yup,ive lost u once before, but i can promise u that it will never happen again..asal geli semacam my entry for u ek?hahaha..babe, jgn geli ngn aku dowh..ko tau aku straight ni..haha..remember when we used to pusing2 college b4 lights off everytime aku down or homesick?remember at 11 kte slalu g amik wahee (cm ni ke spelling ek?) kt dining hall? mse f4 kuar tym nite prep g dining hall curik roti 4 supper?amik seplastic kot!haha..haa,igt x aku nngs mase birthday aku?cm bangang je ble igt blk..haha..i could still remember the first tym ko tego aku as i registered lmbt kn..'hye name saye elly!name awk ape?'..hhaha..!ingat mase dinner and bfast aku suap ko ngn shaz makan as u guys were so lazy nk amik share! and after dinner we would definitely singgah sickbay ngn winny nk amik biskut choc?gle pencurik seyh kte!haha..


Mr M

and u..thanx for memories..it was short yet meaningful..u have taught me alot without u even notice bende tu..one main lesson, appreciate org yg syg kte..look who's talking..huu..tp tu la..u gave me fake hopes and care..and i blindly believed them..i learn not to trust org cepat sgt..tp still, i cant change that sikap of mine which can memakan diri..huhu..i dun wanna simpan this perasaan benci nyampah dendam geram and all..i just wanna let it go..or else til beble pun i cant be happy..and i badly want my happiness back..i used to be happy gila2 once but u snatched it away in a second..the worse part, it was during my finals..to forgive may be simple..to forget, it will take me years kot..time will tell..tp tu la..the first step nk move on is by forgiveness..wah..sgt angel seyh..hope u will always be blessed la..and please jgn wt the same thing like u did to me kt org lain..just concentrate on her..(like ull be reading this la kn?haha) well hopefully this advices i bebel ni tetbe terbang and wat landing kt u kn..mnela tau kn..haha..imagination sgt tinggi oo..hhuuhu..whatever it is, the most important is, i have forgiven u..and im really2 sory for any wrongdoings yg wat u samok..ahaha..no more drama da ok? salam2..bulan pose ni..haha


Mr Z

and u u u..thanx gle2 kot to u..weve known each other baru sebulan ++ tp, i really2 care about u da as my good fren..pls jgn sedih baran etc..i dont wanna see u cm stress and all..uve been really3 nice to me..and i cant pay blk ur kindness sume..thanx for the time, movies, foods! (haha), phone calls, everything la! u are now one of my favs..so be ready la i menyemak in ur life slalu..haha..i will nvr main jauh2 which means i will always be around nk haunt u..bapak aa..haha..i aint leaving until u ask me to..sobsob=( haha..whenever ure feeling downu know im always here..happy2 pn im here gk..x gerak2..static..huhuh..even the way kte knal each other complicated pn, we can still be frens yg rapat tu..huhu..uve seen me in my best and worst..and u accept me yg mereng lg gila ni..huhu..n u try nk understand me yg sgt complicated unpredictable yg whut so ever ni..tinggi nye tahap kesabaran anda!..huhu..so like frens forever k encik Z!saya syg kamu!=)


Miss R

haa..ure like an angel sent from the above to protect me from evil..wah!haha..thank u thank u akak artis!uve been helpful gla kot mase my jahiliyah months..haha..u didnt get tired dgr i mengeluh, merindu, men-down blablabla..huhu..u kept on going nk wt i lupe the pain which i couldnt bare with my weight yg x seberapa ni..hahaha..thanx miss R! with u byk sgt memory pelik2..photoshoot la paling pelik!haha..theres no way i could have done that shooting ngn my ex-schoolmates sume..mereka amat xmelayan bende2 ni (oit sygs, btul kn aku ckp? xkutuk ni! huhu) igt mase u keje? i had to lame gle kot..round2 OU..i ended up buying u a rose..sweet seyh!my intention was to buy that bunga for me..tp mcm da bosan bg diri sendiri..haha..and ur ex ckp kte cm gay partner..hahaha..im surrounded ngn girls je kot memanjang..tu jadik cmni..not like u..scandals cm nk gila ramai!mlm ni date lg!hahaha..sory2..x sengaje..miss R, thanx huh..i treasure u mcm i treasure my laptop =) and yah!thanx for editing this blog nye template..a credit to u! yippee! hehe..


Miss N

so this person lagi sorg yg aku baru knal..hey u miss N! u are the most mixed up person ive ever met kot!haha..ure like the two face kt dlm cte batman..and ure good at it..u can be very2 positive or negative..but i like u yg negative..cuz sgt evil tu..haha..whichever character ure in mase tu, i still love u..cuz ure one of the reasons i can stand on my feet again..u have helped me to be a tougher person..from the sleepovers, yms, makan2, jalan2, and gossips..i can say that ure also another angel sent from the above..lately, ive missed u a lot! we r both busy with tests and all and i can truly understand that..nnt da ade free tym i dtg sane k? nk tgk sume dvds u..byk gla! setahun pn x abes kot..huhu..and btw, i rindu nasi lemak ur mom! sedap sgt! dtg umah u nk nasi lemak lg bley? haha..remember our first meeting? haha..mcm da knal lama kot! how i wish i can jahit ur mouth kekadang! ampun! haha..i memain je..somehow Miss N, ure a good advisor and listener..yeke listener? haha..x kira la..ure always there..thats the most important thing..ure one of my frens yg i wanna keep forever..hhuhu..knowing u mmg cheer my life sgt..especially incident lari dr rumah..xley lupa!haha..dahla mase final AF..mmg saje je kn?haha..and the fire trigger? haha..sumpah lawak! xde org lain ley bg lawak cmtu..hahaha..i can imagine ur face mase ckp u had nothing to do ngn that accident..haha..i love u N!


Miss D

and u plak..knowing u sepatutnye meng-complicated kn keadaan tp x de pn..huhuh..honestly, i dlu had bad thoughts towards u..jahat kn?tp tahla..from tym to tym, uve gained my trust..especially ble u gave me a call this morning..ceh..cm baru dpt my trust la ni..haha..mcm i said to u this morning..i xnk -ve ngn sesape..if i think negatively pasal u, it will mkn diri i cuz of course i jadik sum1 yg hipokrit kn? i dun wanna be that type of person as i hate hypocrites so bad! huhu..so, from now on, u pn da jadik my treasured fren whom i nk keep forever gk..i xnk u serabut2 k? ure a big girl..and big girls dun cry..kn?=) if u have anything u nk share..im always here..meaning that, u must be there always when i feel down..haha..gle tatau malu seyh..u owe me roti bakar kt old town 100 pinggan! haha..take care miss D!

listening to runaway by the corrs

I scribbled at ;; 1:21 AM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me".
14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something is up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.
21) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

I scribbled at ;; 11:56 PM

im so sleepy..but ive made a promise to someone to write a new enrty..so here it goes;

2nd day of fasting was very tiring due to lack of sleep and tests..yup..i should have had 2 tests done today however my favourite lecturer, en hanafi, has decided to postpone our test on friday..bijak bijak..pttla i felt like cm malas je nk study last nite..well, even if the test is today, we would definitely be allowed to bukak buku and all..tp bukak la cane, cnfirm xbleh jwb gk..haha..en hanafi is the smartest lecturer among the others..he is an ASA..he has only one paper to go to be called as an actuary..mmg respect la..dahla sempoi..class manjang half an hour je..huhuh..i love u tho en hanafi!haha..

so, what else aku nk bebel kt cni?ey guys!i feel like dye-ing my hair red la!what say you?haha..i dunno whether the colour will suit me or x, tahla..raya kn? new hair laa..cett..rmbut dala pendek cm chibi maruko..rse nk botakkn jadik cm britney plak..wah!sgt artis ni!ehem2 cik artis, harap maaf..kahkahkah..

and yeah..i dun wan to get involve in any dramas da..ive had enough..serious penat..pnat yg ngalahkn berdiri dlm block ms tgh sports day..seb la aku maen flute je..x berat mane..huhuh..senang cte cmni la..think before u say something..actions undertaken and all..its not about being selfish or what..its about what u really really want..know urself well..jgn pretend like you are always right and rase diri tu mangsa tu sume keadaan..chewahh!pjg lebar aku merapu ni..so long kelip-kelip!

listening to i miss you by miley cyrus

I scribbled at ;; 12:27 AM

Monday, September 1, 2008

morning peeps!i woke up early today..phone memekak..haha..xde bende nk tulis pn..just cm tah laa..serabut sket otak..i dont know why..hurm hurm hurm..

HAPPY FASTING GUYS!

I scribbled at ;; 10:09 AM

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