This Is Life!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

i'm watching extreme ice on national geographic.it scares me to watch icebergs melt:-(

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

a cup of tea, a piece of bread while reading http://www.nst.com.my/. what a perfect start for the day right? today's headline really caught my attention. the government removed the 30 percent bumiputera quota on equity ownership in 27 service sub-sectors. well well, even though it involves only sub-sectors but i believe the bumis are very much in trouble. i think that the non bumis will definitely lead the service industry. from a different side of view, this will obviously increase the competitiveness. so step up people! because your right can be taken anytime.

about me now, i still can't decide whether to continue with actuarial or insurance field. to pass actuarial professional exams is freaking hard. however, i had a talk with um and ukm actuarial students a few months ago. it killed me to hear that chinese students have passed at least 3 papers. and some have 5? gile ape! in my class, the most is 2 ok? most actuaries in malaysia are chinese. and again i'm not being racist tp like i am so jealous of their brilliance! i need to work harder! i wish and want to have at least two. and then continue with ACII instead of SOA.

signing off!

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

there are some unwritten rules in life that you just have to follow and can not say no.these are the rules of life.and you can not change the rules.you can just abide to it.

i remember my father once said,'your life is your life and everybody is just part of your life.so why care about others?'.i find it very true.why care if people just do not care.

i choose not to care anymore.

me.

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these are the girls that i miss hanging out with.yes i rarely see them this semester as i have been busy with my final semester.damn i am graduating soon and i feel old.ish nyesal x amik engine.haha.and to these girls, i am very2 sorry for my busy-ness.will try to make it up after finals and before i go back.well hopefully i will get the job with petronas.amin.look forward to have lunch with hana kt twin tower;-)

bestfren i will keep forever, miss nur liyana salehuddin tan

miss nor yasmin zainuddin, hey been missing you lately.baliklaa~!

sharifah nor idayu long mohd nor aminuddin, a friend i can trust on everything.

miss wan nadzirah ali,thanx for being there always.appreciate your presence lagi2 last yr when i was very much down all the time.

seri noorerdahayu s yahak (damn i lupe name ur dad!) , sorry gile lame x spend time ngn u.after finals eh?:-)

siti shazana sheikh yahya!this is d only pic i have of u and me.amazing kn?like i always lepak with u yet we don't really have our pictures together.

nurulnadiah badrul.a very decent girl whom i love to bully.hehe.

nur jamalina jamaluddin,amplifier of the year.eh of all time.haha.

farizatul ezanie ismail.the most sensitive girl i have ever met.haha.jgn nk terase plak!

and to hana, winny and shuz (if you're reading) sorry i did not put up your pictures as i don't have the picture of you and me together.haha.and sorry for everything i have done!bunyik cm org nk mati je.haha.xde nk ckp sorry je cuz rase cm byk buat salah.especially kt jama;-)

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

saye mahu update!so, things have been crazy these few days.where should i start?hurmmmmm.let me start with my uncle's wedding last week.i went back to sabah.it was not exactly because of the wedding, its just that i need some time off from my stressful life here in kl.little that i know, balik kampung lg menyeksakn.it is not something that i should share here as it is very private and i can only share this with my mother, sister and a few selected friends.the wedding was ok. i did not help much with the cooking.kene kopek kulit udang je.it was simple, but the smell.haiya.then letak kuih2 kt bekas.and prepared the food kt depan umah for guests.it was tiring sebab i had to kluar masuk umah if lauk kt depan da abes.cm sia2 pkai baju kurung yg sedikit cantik.haha.that was it that i can say about the wedding. well mestila im happy for my uncle dahla my new aunt tu baru 20.huhu.that night before balik kk was nightmare.ade one incident happened and thats the end of it, and i dont feel like going back to my kampung anymore.even my parents pun x nk balik for quite some time.hurmm.whatever!

so balik cni, i havent done much on my project paper.syek nk pahamkan software tp ending die stil blur what to do next.so ill be gone to shah alam tomorrow til wednesday. and i must say, ill be ignoring everyone starting from tomorrow until tuesday tu.as research paper is definitely more important than bende lain.and and and,just now i went to cineleisure with hana. we watched he's just not that into you.haha.this movie nye rate aku bagi 4 over 5.sweet weyh!!!!especially ben affleck.bole pengsan the moment die propose jennifer aniston.and i just hate scarlett johanneson dlm cite ni.gle culik husband org.very flirty and b****y nk mati!kire cm she was into the character la.tp stil!x suke gle!being emosional plak la kn.it was nice la.so girls,you should watch it.worth it!how i wish my life pun ade drama yg cm tu.xde dull sgt kn.dahla.

bye!

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

am watching chasing liberty. and it reminds me of my last vacation.*sigh*.i miss everything and again most of all i miss my brother.aduyai!i haven't continue my story for quite some time.florence isn't it?i wonder why do people say that it is a place for couples.romantic?i don't find florence that way.haha.maybe its because i went there with my bro.huhu.so we arrived around 7.it took us about 10 minutes to arrive to our hostel.continue later.bye!hehe

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

it's almost the end of this semester.yaih.time flies so fast!there are so many things to be done.yet i still find some time to lepak with my friends.haiya.and now i am spending my limited time to write something here.i have lots in mind.let me summarize everything down here

tomorrow
test 2 AP, test 2 GI, and submit Survival Models assignment

day after tomorrow
balik sabah

13/4
balik kl

21/4
exam CTU, draft research paper

29/4
exam survival models

30/4
general insurance 2

2/5
actuarial practice 2

then on the following week, final report research paper, pastu presentation. pastu GRAD!

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