This Is Life!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

have you ever feel tired of everything?and you feel like you want to quit your job because;

1. your boss pushes you for production every single day.
2. your boss gives you workloads nonstop and expecting you to finish all at once.
3. most work that you are doing are not even stated in your contract.
4. you really have done your best but your boss says 'i don't see your effort'

i will resign SOON.

I scribbled at ;; 8:50 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

how many of you find sierra or olivia from are you smarter than a fifth grader cute? kids are cute, when they don't mengada2 huhu

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Monday, September 14, 2009

what makes a sabahan a sabahan? can someone answer me this question. thanks

owh by the way my love has arrived and i am very much happy. i have missed you so much, i will never leave you ever again. it was my fault to leave you just like that it hurts so bad to see you with bruises on your body. but now we are together, things will go back to where it were before. i love you so much and will always do. I HAVE MISSED SO BAD WPF7920:):):)

I scribbled at ;; 8:36 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

i have no updates so far. i am very much occupied with work. but i have to hold on to prove that i can get through all this. i know i can do it. but since i am the type of person who is very steady and perfectionist at the same time, i can't intensify my pace. so that is a problem. my workloads are piling up from day to day because i want to do everything perfect so i kinda slow things down:( why oh why am i like this? we had a meeting today. we have so many projects to raw out. i have two projects under me. i need to screen the bumis market. my boss is asking me to recruit bumi agents. however, i don't know how to start and how to convince people that working as an agent can earn money. poor me. i am still new and i am still learning. i don't have the confidence to handle those who have more experiene than i am. this is tough. and again you people, those who are still studying, please cherish you uni life. working life is not something you can take lightly. lots of responsibility which sometimes take you down under where you'd feel like you're tearing apart and at that particular of time you'd feel that no one, no one understands you. i had my fallback. i cried like crazy thinking about work. at the same time i was missing my student life when i don't have to think about everything like petrol expenses, food expenses, client entertainment, parkings, waking up early, clothes to wear to work so that you look pleasant in front of your client etc. i still remember my dad asked me this a few months back 'are you sure that this is what you want to do?' and i said 'yes'. there are times that i feel regret making the decision i have made, but you know, there is no turning back. i need to do this for my career advancement. and for sake of earning money. i hate asking money from my parents. and alhamdulillah these 3 months, i never asked. you can say that it's because i don't live in kl, so what, this is the path i chose. but the fact that i have no friends at all, it sadden me but yeah. life must go on. who would stay with you forever? people come and go. those who really appreciate you are those who choose to stay. so far, i have a list who choose to stay. i thank you for that.

love life? nothing much. i am not attached to anyone. but i am lending my eyes to someone. fingers crossed.

the end.

I scribbled at ;; 9:26 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

something came across my mind yesterday. why can't certain people just move on from their past? and why do these people can't just leave alone those people who don't want to get involved with their boring never ending story/past anymore? screw you. i have my own life. my stressful, under pressure, complicated, working life that i have to think about every single damn day, don't you get it? man, screw you again.

damn you hypocrites.

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

once my credit card is ready, i will sign up for the chartered insurance institute correspondence course. god bless.

I scribbled at ;; 11:52 PM

hey, i was locked in the office toilet for half an hour yesterday. bad toilet. the knob is broken. miss chin sais she will buy a new one on monday and ask for the management to fix it. by the way, is it something funny that i was locked in the toilet? no i don't think so. can't wait to experience being stuck in the elevator some day. haha. went to the clinic after the toilet incident. the doctor said 'you are having mild fever, cough and flu'. did i get an mc? no, plus i don't ask for it. i had tonnes of work to do yesterday. well, yesterday was not bad at all. the senior manager of SLDB said this right on my face 'if aunt ade ade anak lelaki aunt da masuk minang da' :D:D:D

I scribbled at ;; 8:19 AM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

oh ibu. sila tukar channel lain boleh?

hurm. i feel like buying my own astro. my mom's favourite channel is 815. she is a big fan of tennis while i am a die hard fan of 711. does it make sense? but a monthly subscription will cost me more than 50 bucks. will it be worth it? i come home at 6 and get ready to sleep at 930. again, will it be worth it? you answer me.

all the best murray.

regards.

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