This Is Life!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count...

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
Most importantly, if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

more than 10 biji durian? they are freaking huge and yummy! yuhuu~

I miss Venice. can I go there again? for honeymoon instead? Haha. I miss the coffee shop serving the best cuppucino I ever had!

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I love I love I love!

love the couple, love the song. for those who have not seen Om Shanti Om, you should. the songs are superb, they linger. great dance! enjoy people!

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I watched perfect proposal just now. romantic and sweet. but to you, what makes a perfect proposal perfect? a proposal itself is already romantic. the one million dollar question itself makes women go gaga, i bet you even if the woman does not intend to say yes. 'will you marry me?'. to be proposed is already a blessed. well, talking about marriage (I am a grown woman), it involves with commitment, a huge commitment that not everybody can handle. you can never take lightly when it comes to marriage. who will? but I have one question, how do you know that you are ready to get married? and at what age? to me age does not matter. some say 'you are still young, x puas being single'. people, do you know when you are going to die? answer me. I don't think anyone can answer that. I keep on repeating the same thing again and again which is 'life is short. live it to the fullest.' do you get my point? so, if anyone come up to you and say 'I wanna get married', show your support instead of saying 'shit, you are still young' you can never too young to get married. if you know that you will die next year, and you have a bf/gf whom you love till death, I am pretty sure you will think of getting married. dapat nikah pun cukup la kan? I could be wrong, but not totally wrong, right? can't you just cherish what you have now and what you are going to have later? oh and one more thing, you might not agree on what I am going to say, but this is what I believe in. I believe that I don't have to marry someone I really love/crazy about til I can't live without him, can't be apart you know the type of love yang who can't stop thinking about him, you can't sleep well when he has not called you, you get what I mean? yang over lovey dovey, anywhere you go, he has to go with you, this kind of love? to me the most important thing is, you guys complete each other. and and communication is essential in a relationship. I still remember my friend told me that in a relationship you should not accept his baik and buruk. you should only accept the good and change yang buruk to something good, only then you will last forever, because if you accept the bad, and you are not ok with that, and he repeats the same mistake, marah x? simpan la sampai mati marah tu. its freaking true! ohho, I talk so much kan? will continue on this topic next time. and girls, please watch 2012, from watching the movie, you will understand why I say all these :)

I am having the time of my life. I will be working soon, I plan to start my postgraduate in two years time, my family and I will be having two vacations next year (hopefully) in New Zealand/Australia and Spain. find happiness ok? HAPPINESS!

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you know what I really2 like about miley cyrus? her hair. the hair is simply gorgeous. I will be keeping my hair long, long enough to do perming. and starting January, gym will be part of my world. I need to lose weight. why January? because first gaji is on December. get it? young girls make me go gaga haha!

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you know what I do to a person I dislike? I irritate that person so hard until he/she gets the hint that I don't like him/her. or or until he/she walks away. simple right?

'the more you know about the earth, the scarier you get' - taha sulaiman

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

what do you want in your life? no, seriously, what do you really want? as for me, I look forward for happiness. well, some may say, same here. but how do you define happiness? to me, happiness is defined as I get enough clothes, food, drink, and I have a place to stay. it would be good enough for me to at least own a house and a car. I am not bullshit-ing. This is me. I don't fancy expensive goods. you know why? simple, I don't have the money to buy those branded handbags, sunglasses, purses and shoes. even if someone generously wants to buy me one, I would say no. be able to buy a handbag is already a blessed. I am mature enough not to ask for pocket money from my parents. I don't do that anymore. the things I buy are based on my own purchasing power. if I can't afford it, I won't buy it. as long as you know how to differentiate your needs and wants, you are in good hands ok? The problem with people is that, they spend more on what they want instead of what they need. i am sleepy will continue later.

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Saturday, November 7, 2009

Everytime I want to close down the blog temporarily because I thought that I would not have new entry, I would apparently have one. Updates updates, I just came back from KL on Sunday. Two weeks in KL was ok despite the busy schedule with the family and friends. I had to meet all friends before I went back. It was on top of my must-do list. I managed to spent time with Seri three times, Elly once, Ejanne twice, Hana three times, Ayue once, Exact once, Hannan once, Zoulliey twice, Aniep twice, Wan once or should I say the whole day? huhu Huda once, a few more names I must say. Oh ya people, I graduated on October, 21st! It felt really really good to know that I don't have to come to UiTM anymore! (with hope I will get my master elsewhere) Huhu. Here are some pictures during my convocation;

comel kan my mom pakai my robe? huhu

very happy face!

before taking photo in the so called studio

Well, that's not all, I had busy weeks in semenanjung. My plan to just relax did not come true. The day after my convocation, me and my parents went to Melaka and was greeted by my dear lovely friend, Wan Nadzirah. We went to Melaka to take a few photos of 'rumah Melaka'. what was the name of that village again Wan? I have totally forgotten the name. However, credit to Melaka government for having the effort to maintain the culture and the uniqueness of Melaka. After taking a few shots, we took the cruise on Sg Melaka, it was fun! owh owh before that we went to limau limau cafe and had a drink. I ordered chocolate ice blended. Sedap! that was after a tiring jalan2 at the street of jonker walk. I bought an umbrella wuhuu! I stayed over at Wan's because I don't think I'll be happy satying over with my parents at my relative's hehe. jahat kan? A sleepover over with a friend is always a must especially if that friend lives quit far. Oh btw, thanks Wan for the help. I mean those text messages u sent to u-know-who hehe. Ok, I am too lazy to continue. Till then. Oh yeah, I miss Venice! I really do! I missing having breakfast at this one particular coffee shop with my bro. We both would drink cappuccino, but Abang would choose tuna sandwich instead of croissant that I love and first fell in love with croissant. Haha.

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